So last week I have a freak out, and went to the clinic. Just for a heart tone check. Little one is perfectly fine. Heart beat was strong, in the 160s.
I feel so much relief when I go in and get checked out. I know the chances of something going wrong this time are so slim.... But my head gets the best of me and I end up over-thinking and worrying myself sick.
Last night while trying to fall asleep, I felt a thump in my belly. Just one. Couldn't get a re-creation either. But it made me smile, and I know my little one is working hard growing. I just wish I could fast forward time...
I have a check up at 17 weeks. And soon after that a full ultrasound. I can't wait. I'm almost certain we're having a boy. It doesn't matter to me as long as baby comes healthy.
I miss my Casper so much it hurts. I wish I could see him again, just one more time. I wish I could hold him again, and never give him back....
I love you baby boy, for always and forever.
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